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Ada one guy ni, we've known each other since form4. Actually i know him since form1. We were in the same class for the first meet. But, not for a long time, he made up and change school to SMKA.. tak perlu lah aku cerita detail about this guy. Just nak cerita pengalaman aku dengan guy ni. HAISHHH  ..

Okeyyy. How he ends up came back to my school. Its because he was a bad guy(maybe) in his old school. Heyyy SMKA tapi perangai huduh ? Hahahaha. Taklahh. Actually dia pamper kot dengan family. Thats why he change school which is near to his house and his friends.

He knows me. Tahu sebab apa ? Actually masa form1 tu dia tak kenal aku. Yela, dah 2 hari je sama class dengan aku. Nak jadi cerita kenal macam mana kan. Haha. Nonsense. Okey, he knows me. Actually masa dekat SMKA dulu dia kenal sorang abang ni. Abg tu pernah kenal aku (malas cerita) bla bla bla..
Kami rapat sebagai kawan, dia suka aku, aku tak suka dia, kami selalu gaduh, aku rapat dgn lelaki lain and ada hubungan dengan lelaki lain(akumenyesal), aku putus kawan dgn this guy, habis SPM, dia pi kolej aku pi kolej lain, aku clash dgn lelaki lain tu, nak exam, aku send mcg dekat this guy (goodluck), we become bestfriend again.

Fuhhhhhhhh..
tu cerita how we become friend again. Fuhhhhh  harap faham lah (eleh macam la ada orang baca cerita hang syakirah oi)
its complicated actually. Malas nak cerita. Panjang pulak nanti sedangkan aku nak cerita pasal lain HAHAHA.

We became really good friend since that day. Seriously. Everything we shared together. We did everything together. UNTIL one day. He actually wanna make me as his wife. He ask me either i allowed him to see my father or not. My mistake, aku just nak tengok keberanian dia je and after long time aku cakap aku taknak hang jumpa abah aku. Till one night my mum call me as usual. Then my mum said ada one guy makan dengan abah dekat surau. I was shocked and angry. That was him! I called him and shouted at him angrily cause aku dah warned awal2 jangan jumpa abah aku.

Dia radang sebab aku dah marah kot. Dia WhatsApp mak aku. Gilaa! I dont know. That day, aku balik rumah dari kolej. My father and mother acted like nothing and they keep something as secret. I dont know. Sampai rumah they said a guy wanna see my father and nak cakap hasrat hati dia nak ambil aku jadi isteri dia. What?! i was shocked that time and marahhhhhhh teramat sangat. Dia cakap nak bawak mak dia bagai. I cried. And i hated him so much that night. Abah balik rumah and i act like nothing. Aku dah dipinang oleh dia melalui abah aku dekat surau. Aku taktau yang perbuatan dia tu membuatkan aku dan dia dianggap sebagai bertunang. Tapi aku tak cakap persetujuan aku pon. Entah lah  hehe. Kan aku ckp aku taktau kami bertunang. So aku dgn dia lama2 jadi baik la balik. Sampai la ada satu ketika tu buatkan aku and dia jadi musuh. Aku dapat tau yang kami actually bertunang. Aku taknak. Aku marah and aku nak putus. Aku tak nak ada ikatan. Then disamping macam2 yang dah jadi, buatkan aku dengan dia putus kawan. Sampai la ke hari ini  Hahahahahaaahaha. Hmm bersalah sebenarnya sebab aku seolah2 mainkan hati dia. Tapi aku takda niat  Aku dah cakap sejak dari mula kami jadi kawan balik. Jangan pernah berharap dengan aku. Aku ulang beratus kali. Aku tau hati dia sakit sangat. Tapi aku bukan sengaja. Haishh. Hmm then now kami bermusuhan. Tapi......